I close my eyes and I see your face. I lay in bed and feel your arms around me. I can smell your soap and shampoo freshly out of the shower. I can taste your lips. I hear the sound of your laugh and how you say, “I love you.” You haunt all of my senses.

These last couple of months have been really hard. My world was turn upside down. My insecurities have taken the best of me. I have not been perfect and I have not reacted in the best of ways. I’ve learned to channel most of it through writing/drawing but I still occasionally slip. All I can hope is to eventually become a person someone can love. Patience is a virtue I have yet to perfect but patience is what I need to survive and get to a better future.